I wonder what it feels like to be content with life.
I’m very selective when it comes to choosing the people that I want to keep close and the people I don’t want to know anything.
I sometimes even wonder, if that I am even capable of inspiring others. If there even is that much in-depth to me, to where I can express my true feelings and thoughts openly and move the hearts of other people. I feel that most of my “deep” thinking is really just me over-thinking and getting so lost in my thoughts that my mind begins to wander, and I just start to feel… a bit numb? And then things that I know are absolute just start to feel unreal and I cant help but desire to question everything. And I begin to wonder… what will truly get me farther in life? Knowing the right questions to ask? Or knowing the right answers? Maybe a mix of both? Who knows. I really don’t. Do I just think too deeply into so many such pointless things that shouldn’t be so far looked into? I feel that I’m leading myself to no where.